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Meme: Unique "Who Are You" Test

[Jun. 30th, 2007|11:06 am]

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This "survey" struck me as completely different (i.e. intelligent) than the rest! :)

All About Me Survey

Take This Survey at Quizopolis.com

I Am

perpetually busy.

I Want

perfection.

I Have

a lot.

I Wish

I were free.

I Hate

war.

I Fear

death.

I Hear

myself.

I Search

for the truth.

I Wonder

what is right.

I Regret

mistakes... always.

I Love

God and life.

I Ache

for correctness.

I Always

do better.

I Usually

sleep well.

I Am Not

afraid of bugs.

I Dance

to the driving beats.

I Sing

seldom.

I Never

cheat on tests.

I Rarely

stop to listen.

I Cry

when I\'m angry.

I Am Not Always

fair.

I Lose

the beauty of life.

I'm Confused

by options.

I Need

lienience.

I Should

wait.

Take This Survey at Quizopolis.com

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November: Burnt, brilliant orange

[Nov. 3rd, 2006|06:31 pm]

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college, depression, doctor, exams, happiness, health, homework, life, majors, medicine, peace, pre-med, school

]

I can't believe it's November, you know? That happens to me with college. I walked home from [college] in the bright, bright yellow-blue sunny day today, and I watched the leaves, and passed the cold houses, and thought about it being November now.

I've been so busy, and while it IS kind of sad, it's also really nice to let fall and winter come on before I even notice. It takes away from my negative experience of winter and winter blues VERY WELL. For that I am grateful. Today I walked past a house that had some highly creative Halloween decorations up for the last week or so (including some neat Pirate motifs), and I realized sadly that they'd been taken down in the last couple days and I hadn't noticed! I guess with catching rides to school with my dad during the super cold snap, or driving the big monster van to the lab in the dark early morning I missed my usual routine of walking by every house. Ah. Well.

Something wonderful happened: within this day I learn that TWO of the FOUR nasty exams I had coming up all together next week have been postponed: so one of them will be at the end of the week instead of the middle amongst the other ones, and the last one won't be until the following MONDAY! That gives me an ENTIRE weekend to study chemistry! YES! :) And two more days to study bio. And leaves this weekend to write and research two assignments, and study archaeology, without 1 or two or three other things in there, too.

I feel really happy. :) Dispite the work that remains, of course, which could panic me, but let's just let it not, eh? ;)

I'm listening to Madonna and feeling the universal love of a benevolent God wash over me. Life is really not so bad half the time. :) Even all the time, perhaps. And it's certainly not bad when you have a warm bed to curl up on with plently of heat to cut the chill, and lots of blankets, and some good Madonna music pounding in your ears, and a laptop. It's not bad, it's not bad. It feels good. Curse those stupid papers, but hey. I'll get through them like every other filppin' college assignment out there. (Sigh.)

(I wish I could just lie here and sleep and muse and think- but you what I"d be doing if that was ALL I HAD TO DO WITH MY TIME? I'd be dreaming of all these educational goals I have, but not getting anywhere on them, and I guarantee you I'd be somewhat or fully depressed, sleeping during all the wrong hours of the days, and probably wildly depressed in these fall and winter months. Uh, yeah. Rant away. So there....yeah.)

I'm high on the idea of becomming a doctor one day, too, not sure why today, and even though it will have to be years to come from now anyway, but you know, whatever.

I am still undecided about the idea of getting out of college soon enough with a low-credit-hour theater major, absconing to a pre-med biology major (because I DO SO love all that junk), or doing something insane and giving up years of my life to something like a double major of these too, or the worst of all, a minonr in one or the other, where I wouldn't get it on my diploma, but I'd likely spend nearly almost all of the same amount of time over things. I really don't know what to think. I'll sleep on it, I guess, as they say. And life will go happily on. ;)

Don't know why I'm feeling so great today, but maybe it has something to do with naps, and the original reason for this post (the exams). I'm one of those people who doesn't know why she's happy when something good happens.

See y'all...
Rachel

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